I Hate You Status

I hate how I loved you
I hate how I felt
I hate everything you said
That made my heart melt
I hate what you did
I hate how I hurt
I hate how you left me
Alone to die in the dirt
I hate how I let you in
And watched you steal my heart
I hate how much you put me through
I hate how much I cried
I hate how I try to hate you
I hate it that I can’t
I hate it that I miss you
Even though you don’t
I hate how I still love you
I hate how I still care
But most of all I hate it
That you are no longer here. 

“Its not that i hate u,
But its like. If u were on fire and i had water,
I would prefer drinking it”.